

AFTERMATH, TIME, GOOD ENOUGH, MARRIAGE? CAREER? WHAT HAVE I LEARNED? WHAT IS TRUTH?
(WRITTEN PRESENT-2024) Psychotic Depression- Since psychotic depression, unfortunately, I can't sit here and say I came back 100%, and...
Sep 22, 202412 min read
EPISODE 2-EXISTENTIAL THOUGHT LOOPS & AKATHISIA (THE WORST!)
(WRITTEN IN 2024) After floating and being depressed for 3 years, it finally all came to a head. (WRITTEN IN 2020) EPISODE NUMBER 2- I...
Sep 22, 202416 min read
POST COLLEGE, WORK FORCE, AUTHORITY ANXIETY SWITCH
(WRITTEN IN 2024) When I wrote this, it was a very difficult time for me, and I still struggle today. But now more than ever, I realize...
Sep 22, 202424 min read
COLLEGE
(WRITTEN PRESENT- 2024) When I started college, I was angry. I was angry not just because nothing over that past 18 months prior to...
Sep 22, 20246 min read


THE MISSION-OCD & Psychotic Depression
(WRITTEN IN 2020) I saw the mission as a new slate. I saw it as a way to leave my old self behind, and create an amazing new self. In...
Sep 22, 202415 min read
ADOLESCENTS
(WRITTEN IN 2020) Over the years I have tried to block out the bad, and try to pretend it didn't happen. But the older I’ve become, the...
Sep 22, 202420 min read
CHILDHOOD
(WRITTEN IN 2020) It's interesting how my father and I process religion differently. My father grew up in a household without gospel...
Sep 22, 202410 min read