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AFTERMATH, TIME, GOOD ENOUGH, MARRIAGE? CAREER? WHAT HAVE I LEARNED? WHAT IS TRUTH?
(WRITTEN PRESENT-2024) Psychotic Depression- Since psychotic depression, unfortunately, I can't sit here and say I came back 100%, and...
Sep 22, 202412 min read
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EPISODE 2-EXISTENTIAL THOUGHT LOOPS & AKATHISIA (THE WORST!)
(WRITTEN IN 2024) After floating and being depressed for 3 years, it finally all came to a head. (WRITTEN IN 2020) EPISODE NUMBER 2- I...
Sep 22, 202416 min read
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POST COLLEGE, WORK FORCE, AUTHORITY ANXIETY SWITCH
(WRITTEN IN 2024) When I wrote this, it was a very difficult time for me, and I still struggle today. But now more than ever, I realize...
Sep 22, 202424 min read
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COLLEGE
(WRITTEN PRESENT- 2024) When I started college, I was angry. I was angry not just because nothing over that past 18 months prior to...
Sep 22, 20246 min read
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THE MISSION-OCD & Psychotic Depression
(WRITTEN IN 2020) I saw the mission as a new slate. I saw it as a way to leave my old self behind, and create an amazing new self. In...
Sep 22, 202415 min read
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ADOLESCENTS
(WRITTEN IN 2020) Over the years I have tried to block out the bad, and try to pretend it didn't happen. But the older I’ve become, the...
Sep 22, 202420 min read
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CHILDHOOD
(WRITTEN IN 2020) It's interesting how my father and I process religion differently. My father grew up in a household without gospel...
Sep 22, 202410 min read
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MORNING GLORIES-An inventory, A venting, A diatribe, A realization, A life story
INVENTORY INTRODUCTION In my youth, I would chop cotton every summer. The farmer was the father of a good childhood friend of mine, and...
Sep 22, 20247 min read
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EXPLANATORY INTRODUCTION
(Written-2024) Much of this blog (In the "OCD- The Brutal Truth" Category), will come from an inventory/diatribe I wrote in 2020, when...
Sep 22, 20243 min read
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Vertical Anxiety, A Millstone
"Vertical" Anxiety- An absurd intense constant anxiety that ensues when a perceived or actual authority figure pressures me to perform.
Aug 13, 202415 min read
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If you have read my post about OCD ("OCD- The Brutal Truth"), you realize adolescents was pretty rough. But I do remember a sweet spot,...
Jul 6, 20242 min read
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Nature, Nurture, Time, Place, & Choice
What makes you you? I've thought about this often. This is especially helpful in a band setting. To maintain harmony (something I've...
Jul 3, 20245 min read
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"REGRESSSION TO THE MEAN"-MY SHRINK HELPED ME SEE THE ERROR OF MY WAYS
I recently met with my OCD therapist. He told me something that literally changed my life, and was the answer to why I have struggled...
Jul 1, 20248 min read
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Crazy Is Doing The Same Thing Over.....We All Know The Saying....My Band Experiences
*Be sure to read post "REGRESSSION TO THE MEAN"-MY SHRINK HELPED ME SEE THE ERROR OF MY WAYS after reading this post, for closure...
Jun 26, 202411 min read
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Pillars Of Band Happiness, At Least For A Drummer Like Me
*Be sure to read post "REGRESSSION TO THE MEAN"-MY SHRINK HELPED ME SEE THE ERROR OF MY WAYSÂ after reading this post, for closure...
Jun 26, 20246 min read
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These Dreams by Heart
Drum Cover by Steve Tocco https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nNa-jzXlZbs Drum Transcription by The Morning Glories Drummer NOTE: I...
Jun 21, 20241 min read
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The Drummer Is A Bands Foundation, Hear Them Out
If the drummer sucks your band will suck, they're the foundation, so hear them out, especially if they rock!
Jun 19, 20245 min read
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That's Everyone, You're Not The Only One...Trust Is Earned
I have a tendency to wear my heart on my sleeve. I'm not one to hold my tongue, and I'm not one to ignore the elephant sitting in the...
Jun 17, 20246 min read
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Where The Wild Things Are by Luke Combs
Transcription of DrumMan190 Drum Cover Video On YouTube Of Where The Wild Things Are by Luke Combs by The Morning Glories Drummer
Jun 13, 20241 min read
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The Reason by Hoobastank (Beginner Version)
Transcription by The Morning Glories Drummer
Jun 13, 20241 min read
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